The White Rose Read online

  Dedication

  For my mother and father,

  who always believed

  Contents

  Dedication

  One

  Two

  Three

  Four

  Five

  Six

  Seven

  Eight

  Nine

  Ten

  Eleven

  Twelve

  Thirteen

  Fourteen

  Fifteen

  Sixteen

  Seventeen

  Eighteen

  Nineteen

  Twenty

  Twenty-One

  Twenty-Two

  Twenty-Three

  Twenty-Four

  Twenty-Five

  Twenty-Six

  Twenty-Seven

  Twenty-Eight

  Acknowledgments

  Back Ads

  About the Author

  Books by Amy Ewing

  Credits

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  One

  THE ARCANA IS SILENT.

  I stare at the small silver tuning fork, nestled among the jewels scattered across my vanity. Garnet’s words echo in my ears.

  We’re going to get you out.

  I force my mind to work, push down my terror, and try to fit the pieces together. I’m trapped in my bedroom in the palace of the Lake. How does Garnet, the Duchess of the Lake’s own son, have an arcana? Is he working with Lucien, the Electress’s lady-in-waiting and my secret friend and savior? But why wouldn’t Lucien tell me?

  Lucien didn’t tell you that childbirth kills surrogates, either. He doesn’t tell you any more than he thinks you need to know.

  Panic grips me as I picture Ash, trapped and bleeding in the dungeons. Ash, a companion to royal daughters, who endangered his very life by loving me. Ash, the only other person in this palace who understands what it feels like to be treated like a piece of property.

  I shake my head. How much time have I spent staring at the arcana—ten minutes? Twenty?

  Something needs to happen. After the Duchess caught us in his room together, he was beaten and thrown in the dungeon, and no one has been sent to save him. If Ash stays there, he’ll die.

  The terror resurfaces, rising in my throat like bile. I squeeze my eyes shut and all I can see are the Regimentals bursting through the door to his bedroom. Ripping him from the bed. His blood spattering across the comforter as a Regimental slammed a pistol into Ash’s face again and again while the Duchess looked on.

  And Carnelian. The Duchess’s wicked, horrible niece. She was there, too. She betrayed us.

  I bite my lip and wince. I look at myself in the mirror—hair disheveled, eyes red and puffy. My lower lip is split at the corner and the beginning of a bruise darkens my cheekbone. I probe the tender spot, remembering the feel of the Duchess’s hand as she struck me.

  I shake my head again. So much has happened since the Auction. Secrecy, alliances, death. I was bought to bear the Duchess’s child. I can still see the fury in her eyes as she saw Ash and me in the same room, in the same bed. Whore, she called me, after her guard of Regimentals dragged Ash away. I don’t care about her insults. I only care about what happens now.

  Lucien gave me a serum that I was supposed to take tonight. It would make me appear dead, and he could get me out of the Jewel, to somewhere safe where my body wouldn’t be used for royal purposes. But I didn’t take it. I gave it away—to Raven.

  Somewhere, in the neighboring palace of the Stone, is my best friend, Raven. Her mistress is using her for a darker purpose. Not only is Raven pregnant with the Countess of the Stone’s child, but she is being tortured in ways I can’t imagine. She is the shell of the girl I once knew.

  And I couldn’t leave her there. I couldn’t let her die like that.

  So I gave her the serum.

  Lucien will be upset when he finds out, but I had no choice. He’ll have to understand.

  With trembling fingers, I pick up the arcana and sit on the edge of my bed.

  “Garnet?” I whisper to it. “Lucien?”

  No one answers me.

  “Garnet?” I say again. “If you can hear me . . . please. Talk to me.”

  Nothing.

  How can I be rescued with Regimentals guarding the door? How can Ash be rescued?

  My head throbs—it hurts to think. I curl up on my bed with the silver tuning fork clutched tight between my fingers, trying to will it to buzz, to make someone speak to me.

  “Please,” I whisper to it. “Don’t let him die.”

  I, at least, might have something the Duchess wants. My body might be enough to keep me alive. But Ash doesn’t have that.

  I wonder what it would feel like, to die. The wild girl appears in my mind, the surrogate who tried to escape the royalty and went into hiding. The one I saw executed in front of the walls of Southgate, my holding facility. I remember her strangely peaceful expression as the end came. Her courage. Would I be able to be as strong as she was, if they put my head on the chopping block? Tell Cobalt I love him, she’d said. That, at least, I can understand. Ash’s name would be one of the last words on my lips. I wonder who Cobalt was to her. She must have loved him very much.

  I hear a noise and jump up so quickly the room seems to tilt. My only thought is that I have to hide the arcana somewhere, now. It’s my one connection to the people who want to help me. But there are no pockets on my nightdress, and I don’t want to risk hiding it in the room in case the Duchess decides to move me.

  Then I remember the Exetor’s Ball, when Lucien first gave it to me. When Garnet ruined my hairstyle and Lucien came to my rescue, hiding the silver tuning fork in my thick, dark curls.

  Has Garnet been working with Lucien since then? Did he muss my hair on purpose?

  But there’s no time to wonder about that now. I bolt to my vanity, throwing open the drawer where Annabelle, my own personal lady-in-waiting and my closest friend in the Duchess’s palace, keeps my hair ribbons and pins. I twist my hair back into a thick, messy knot at the nape of my neck and secure the arcana inside it with pins.

  I fling myself back onto my bed as the door opens.

  “Get up,” the Duchess orders. She is flanked by two Regimentals. She looks exactly the same as she did when last I saw her in Ash’s bedroom, wearing the same golden dressing gown, her glossy black hair hanging loose around her shoulders. I don’t know why this surprises me.

  The Duchess’s face is cold and impassive as she approaches me. I am reminded of the first time I met her, expecting her to circle me with sharp, critical eyes, then slap me across the face again.

  Instead, she stops less than a foot away, and her expression turns from cold to blazing.

  “How long?” she demands.

  “What?”

  The Duchess’s eyes narrow. “Do not play stupid with me, Violet. How long have you been sleeping with the companion?”

  It’s jarring to hear her use my name. “I—I wasn’t sleeping with him.” This is partly true, since at the moment we were discovered, we were not actually sleeping together.

  “Do not lie to me.”

  “I’m not lying.”

  The Duchess’s nostrils flare. “Fine.” She turns to the Regimentals. “Tie her up. And bring the other one in.”

  The Regimentals descend on me before I have a chance to react, yanking my arms behind my back and binding me with a coarse rope. I cry out and struggle, but the bonds are too tight. The rope chafes against my skin, the polished wood of the bedpost pressing against my back as they tie me to it. Then a small, willowy figure is marched into the room.

  Annabelle’s eyes are filled with fear. Like me, her hands are bound behind her back. She won’t be ab
le to use her slate—Annabelle was born mute and can only talk through writing. Her copper-colored hair is out of its usual bun, and her face is so pale that her freckles stand out clearly. My mouth goes dry.

  “Leave us,” the Duchess orders, and the Regimentals close the door behind them.

  “She—she doesn’t know anything,” I protest weakly.

  “I find that hard to believe,” the Duchess says.

  “She doesn’t!” I cry, louder now, fighting against my bindings, because I can’t let anything happen to Annabelle. “I swear on my father’s grave, she didn’t know!”

  The Duchess studies me, a cruel smile playing on her lips. “No,” she says. “I still don’t believe you.” Her hand whips across Annabelle’s face with a sickening smack.

  “Please!” I scream, as Annabelle stumbles back, almost losing her balance. “Don’t hurt her!”

  “Oh, I have no wish to hurt her, Violet. This is your fault. Her pain ends when you tell me the truth.”

  My wrists are raw, the rope cutting into my skin as I struggle against it. Suddenly, the Duchess is inches away from me, my face clutched in her iron grasp, her fingernails biting into the bruise on my cheek. “How long have you been sleeping with him?”

  I try to answer her, but I can’t open my mouth. The Duchess releases me.

  “How long?” she says again.

  “One time,” I gasp. “It was just one time.”

  “When?”

  “The night before,” I say, panting. “Before the second time that the doctor tried . . .”

  The Duchess glares at me, seething with rage. “Have you been intentionally destroying these pregnancies?”

  I can feel the blankness on my face. “I—no. How would I even do that?”

  “Oh, I don’t know, Violet. You’re clearly such a resourceful girl. I’m sure you could find a way.”

  “No,” I say.

  The Duchess’s hand slams into Annabelle’s face again.

  “Please,” I beg. “I’m telling you the truth.”

  One of Annabelle’s shoulders is hunched up as if to try to cradle her swollen cheek. Our eyes meet and all I see is fear. Confusion. Her eyebrows knit together and I know she’s trying to ask me something but I can’t figure out exactly what.

  “Here is my dilemma, Violet,” the Duchess says, pacing back and forth in front of me. “You are a very valuable asset. As much as I might want to kill you for what you’ve done, it wouldn’t be a very good business practice. Obviously, your life in this palace will be different from now on. No more balls, no more cello, no more . . . well, anything, I suppose. If I have to, I’ll keep you tied to the medical bed for the duration of your stay. I’ve sent an emergency petition to the Exetor for the companion’s execution, so he should be dead in an hour or so. That will serve as some punishment. But is it enough, I ask myself?”

  I try to swallow the whimper that climbs up my throat, but the Duchess hears it and smiles.

  “Such a waste, really—he is so very handsome. And quite skilled, from what I’ve heard. The Lady of the Stream raved about him at Garnet’s engagement party. Pity I didn’t get the chance to sample his talents myself.”

  A cold, slippery feeling squirms around inside me. The Duchess’s smile widens. “Please, tell me,” she continues, “what exactly did you think would happen with him? That you two would ride off into the sunset together? Do you know how many women he’s slept with? It’s disgusting. I would have thought you’d have better taste. If you’re going to get all love-struck in this palace, why not choose Garnet? His manners might be atrocious, but he’s good-looking enough. And he comes from an excellent bloodline.”

  At this, I can’t help choking out a raspy, bitter laugh. “His bloodline? Do you honestly think that matters to anyone in this city besides the royalty? You people wouldn’t even need surrogates if you didn’t care so much about stupid bloodlines!”

  The Duchess waits patiently for me to finish. “I would think you would choose your words more carefully,” she says. This time when she hits Annabelle, the skin breaks open below her right eye. Tears stream down Annabelle’s cheek.

  “I need you to understand,” the Duchess says. “You are mine. The doctor will not stop until my baby is growing inside you. I will no longer have any consideration for your pain, or discomfort, or frame of mind. You will be like a piece of furniture to me. Is that clear?”

  “I’ll do whatever you want,” I say. “But please don’t hit her anymore.”

  The Duchess becomes very still. Her expression softens, and she sighs. “All right,” she says.

  She walks to where Annabelle is bent over. In one fluid motion, she yanks Annabelle upright, holding her head back by her hair.

  “You know, Violet,” the Duchess says. “I cared about you. I truly did.” She seems sincerely sad as she holds my gaze. “Why did you have to do this to me?”

  I don’t see the knife in her hand—just a flash of silver as it whispers across Annabelle’s throat. Annabelle’s eyes widen, more in surprise than in pain, as a crimson gash opens on her neck.

  “NO!” I scream. Annabelle looks at me, her face so lovely and frail, and I can see the question now, clear enough on her face that she wouldn’t need her slate to express it.

  Why?

  Blood spills down her chest, staining her nightdress a brilliant scarlet. Then her body crumples to the floor.

  A wild, guttural wail fills the room, and it takes a second before I realize it’s coming from me. I thrash against my bonds, ignoring the pain in my back and wrists, hardly feeling it at all, because if I can just get to Annabelle I can make this right; if I can hold her in my arms I can bring her back. There must be a way to bring her back, because she can’t be dead, she can’t be . . .

  Annabelle’s eyes are open, vacant, staring at me as blood pours from the wound on her neck, seeping toward me across the carpet.

  “You needed to be punished for what you did,” the Duchess says, wiping the blood from her knife on the sleeve of her dressing gown. “And so did she.”

  As casually as if it were nothing, she steps over Annabelle’s body and opens the door. I catch a glimpse of my tea parlor and the two Regimentals guarding me before the door closes and I am left alone with the corpse of the girl who was my first friend in this palace.

  Two

  I SINK TO MY KNEES.

  My shoulders protest as the bindings force my arms up into an awkward position, but I don’t care. My legs can’t support me right now.

  Annabelle’s body has run out of blood to spill. I stare at her beautiful, warm, trusting face, and all I can see is the girl who stayed with me that first night, even when she wasn’t supposed to, the girl who held me in her arms on a pile of ruined dresses after Dahlia’s funeral, who nearly always beat me at Halma, and brushed my hair out every night, and knew my name before anyone else did.

  I loved her. And now I had killed her.

  “I’m sorry,” I whisper, and the tears that had held off up to this moment begin to run in a myriad of tiny rivers down my cheeks. “I’m so sorry, Annabelle.”

  The certainty of her death swallows me up, a yawning, endless cavern of grief. The tears turn to sobs that rip through my chest, and I cry until my throat is raw and my lungs ache, to the point where there is nothing left inside me but an emptiness where Annabelle used to be.

  TIME PASSES.

  At some point, I notice that my arm sockets are aching, a dull burn that distracts me from my grief. But I can’t seem to find the energy to move.

  I think I hear something outside the door—a tiny pop, then two thumps. Maybe the Duchess has come back. I wonder who she’ll kill in front of me next.

  The door opens and a Regimental comes in. He’s alone, which immediately strikes me as odd, and he closes the door behind him. He stares for one horror-struck moment at the body of my friend, then hurries to my side.

  “Are you all right?” he asks. I’ve never heard any of the Duchess’s Regime
ntals speak before, but this one sounds awfully familiar. It doesn’t even occur to me to answer him.

  He takes something out of his belt, and then my arms are free—I fall to the floor, not caring enough to try to stop myself. He catches me.

  “Violet,” he whispers. “Are you hurt?”

  How does a Regimental know my name? He shakes me a little and his face comes into focus.

  “Garnet?” I try to speak, but my throat is so dry.

  “Come on,” he says. “We’ve got to get out of here. We don’t have much time.”

  He pulls me roughly to my feet. I stumble forward a few steps and fall to my knees in front of Annabelle’s body. Her blood is still wet on the carpet—I can feel it soaking through my nightdress. I tuck a lock of her hair behind her ear.

  “I’m so sorry,” I whisper. Very gently, I close her eyes with my fingertips.

  “Violet,” Garnet says, “we have to go.”

  I kiss the side of her head, the spot just above her ear. Her hair smells like lilies.

  “Good-bye, Annabelle,” I whisper.

  Then I force myself to stand. Garnet is right. We have to go. Ash is alive. I can still save him.

  Garnet opens the door and I see the two Regimentals sprawled out on the floor. I briefly wonder whether they’re unconscious or dead, before I realize I don’t care.

  We hurry through the drawing room and out of my chambers. The hall of flowers is deserted, but Garnet turns right, heading toward one of the lesser-used staircases at the back of the palace.

  “Did Lucien send you?” I whisper.

  “Lucien doesn’t know yet,” he replies. “I couldn’t get in touch with him.”

  “Where are we going?”

  “Stop asking questions!” he hisses. We reach the staircase and hurry down it. A floorboard creaks beneath my feet.

  The ground floor is eerily quiet. The doors to the ballroom are open, long, slanting shafts of moonlight reaching toward us across the parquet floor. I remember the first time I crept through these halls at night, to visit Ash in his bedroom.

  “Where’s the dungeon?” I whisper. Garnet doesn’t acknowledge me. I grab his arm. “Garnet, where is the dungeon? We need to get Ash.”